This will be a dramatically different article from the rest. When I did a quick google search I couldn't find anything on the topic I wanted to touch upon. Therefore, I will just channel this as I could not find content that was cojurent with mine. Keep in mind this will be based of my personal experience and understanding of the spiritual awakening.
The spiritual awakening is the awakening of the psyche. The depths of the psyche that gets rattled enough that we cross the veil and enter a world of psychic gifts, extraterrestrial phenomena and the eerie feeling of deja vu. At least that's the type I specialize in.
A spiritual awakening is two main things at once. A start and a beginning a rapid and drastic one. Forcing you to change like no other. It's something that catalysis a change that you can no longer turn back from and force to just move forward with. It ultimately is a life changing event that cannot be undone.
Because of this you may feel extremely abandoned and exposed in away that you are not even sure is real and part of common reality - it can be pretty scary!
You start seeing things, hearing things, remembering things. Your akash is split right open and now you can cross timelines and remember things you can't explain. Your prophetic abilities and memories amplify times 459% and your human self is holding back as all the chaos floods in.
You remember details of your past you repressed and timelines and stories that reinforce it. You start to understand things from early childhood you could not of predicted now. There starts to be a strong psychic ability resurfacing for you and then everything that once was grounded seems to shake up.
This in my eyes is the real awakening. When everything becomes unrooted. You need to root everything back and now start make sense of your experience or just wash it away with another task or memory. Repressing it for later.
Most of the time you cannot repress it. You are plunged into the deep end asking yourself why the fuck is this all happening.
Learning the Grief Process
Now you are there. In the midst of your awakening. Living through all your akash as all your gifts come to be seen. All your memories and how they have been repressed in this lifetime. It's time to ask yourself. How the fuck do I navigate this thing?
We all remember how it is. Curled up in a ball wishing we won't get caught and sent to a looney toon. This is not the first time this has happened to you but yes its the first time you know its so real its unshakeable. Your old self is dying and it is rapid and fast. You cant even say goodbye properly.
How do you navigate this?
Step One: Allowing It To Flood - Do Not Repress
This is one of the most scary parts. Some people claim they cannot survive it and this is where you find suicide in spiritual awakening the strongest. At this stage. This is definitely not for the faint hearted. It is a dirty awakening to survive. We all know there is times on this path Suicide can be real for us.
Step Two: Finding Resources and Online Support
Thank god for the internet. I think that is what saved most of our lives. The facebook groups, articles and people that dared to post and share. I thank you all for that.
It was only 2017 for me. This was my life saver. It was orchestrated by source for me to find these. I also associate with the twin flame for this awakening.